so  i thought i should include in this lovely saturday and update in lj.

i dont get on the internet much anymore and im happier that way.

i still go out with the boyfriend, but who knows how much longer thatll be true, since there are fat skeezers in this world who like to fuck things up. bitches.

i wish i could trust people but i cant, being cynical at this age just isnt right

but i get to go shopping today and spending money always makes me feel better. peace out my old lj friends.

wow its been a while, well i guess some updates are in order.
im still at the hell hole known as Male.
this year is kicking my ass.
im overworked and underpaid at Taco Bell/A&W.
i have a wonderful new boyfriend, but im sure ill fuck that up soon.
im like super blonde, and that a love/hate relationship
and thats about it.

but i have to wonder if its just me. why does it never get any better? why cant i just be happy?

im slowly starting to fuck things up again.

and when you leave your sweat on my sheets,

dont make the mistake that you have me marked as your girl

 

'said im a whiskey drinking, cowboy chasing, hell of a time. i like kenny, keith, allen and patsy klein. im a full blown queen bee looking for honey, ahwhoohoo ah play something county'

i love the rain.